If you are dealing with depression or anxiety you get it. We all have them.
They are the days you wake up and think nothing is worth it anymore. Try or not? No one gets you. They think they understand…
“I get sad, too.” “We’ve all lost things in our life.” “If you just think more positive…” “I don’t like shopping on busy days either”
That one got to me.
You don’t like shopping on busy days so you think you understand me?
Until you have collapsed in the middle of the cracker isle, unable to move because you can’t afford your meds to deal with this kind of situation, you have no idea what I go through!
Anxiety is a bitch!
People who don’t have mental health issues seldom understand. You know. The ones who love us but don’t have our mental health issues.
They try so hard. But sometimes? In not understanding they do more harm than good. And when you feel so misunderstood you just feel like, “why go on?”
I going to end this by saying… I am not feeling suicidal. Please don’t panic.
But if anyone who reads my blog ever feels that way? Just know that someone out there understands. No one is ever alone. We all have days that death may seem like our best option.
You don’t need to feel that way. I struggle sometimes to find reasons to go on. I find them and you can, too.
If you ever need to know that someone in the world gives a shit about you? Send me a message with your address and I will send you a handwritten note so you know someone heard you and thinks of you and wishes you well.
Please, stay alive on the days you want to die. You’ve got this!