I’ve been called this regularly. I made a half hearted joke about it yesterday.. “oh yeah, I’m just a narcissistic, selfish cunt”. He replied that I wasn’t a cunt.
What is a narcissist?
noun: narcissist; plural noun: narcissists
a person who has an excessive interest in or admiration of themselves.“narcissists who think the world revolves around them”
I could be considered a narcissist. Not that I think the world revolves around me. I don’t. But I do have an excessive admiration of myself in the way I put myself online. I post, blog and take pictures others would think are self absorbed, maybe.
In my day-to-day life? I don’t think I am the shit. I’m so far from being together I could never think the world revolves around me. Hell, if the world revolved around ME? It would be in way more trouble than it already is!
We all know what that means. When I am called that? I check myself. Am I being selfish? But most times I am not.
The one calling me selfish? I could list a long list of things I have done for him that have put me out financially and emotionally. But I love him. So it really wasn’t putting something out as much as investing in him being with me. But I am still called selfish.
That one stings. I never think that is an acceptable word to describe me. Mostly because I try. I want to make strides. I want to be the woman he wants to be with.
But if I am truly a narcissistic, selfish cunt? Maybe I am not worth staying with.
So what keeps him here if I am that bad?