WARNING: This post contains xxx verbiage and pics. Please read it only if you like that.

I’ve been on a path to try as many new things as I can this summer and yesterday I was delighted to get to experience Shibari.

What is Shibari?

Shibari, also known as Kinbaku, is a form of Japanese artistic rope bondage. The word translates to ‘to tie’ or ‘to bind’ and refers to intricate and beautiful knots and patterns used to restrain and give sensation to the body. I think of it like erotic macrame.

I was nervous about the idea of being restricted however I have a trusted friend who is experienced and wanted to practice his knots. It was fantastic!

We started with wrist wraps so I could get used to how long it takes for all the knots and get me used to the feel of the ropes on my skin. and once I was comfortable we graduated to a basic chest harness.

I was surprised how much I enjoyed it. Not only the feeling of restriction but all of the sensations as you are being tied. He was very gentle. The ropes were tight but he regularly checked to make sure I was comfortable and relaxed. The feel of his hands brushing against my erogenous zones was titillating. I found some of the different things particularly turning me on.

He likes to do rope on flesh so we tried another chest one.

A lot of people associate Shibari with BDSM. It doesn’t have to be but it can. I let him restrain my wrists and ankles.

And a corset.

And lastly, not all knots are rope. He tried a chain chest harness on me first his time.

It took us around 5 hours to try all the variety of things. I really had fun and we will totally be doing this again. He has a playroom so we might take it there and put me on suspension hooks…..

Shibari. Who knew? Another one off the fucket list.

Who Wants To Hear About The Orgy?

WARNING: This post contains explicit pictures and verbiage. Please don’t read it if you don’t like this kind of writing.

I have a really terrific woman in my life. We play together. Share our men. We get along great. She is older than I am. Like 60. But she is sexy and has a pussy I envy. It’s the tightest lil’ thing I have ever pushed my fingers in.

Recently, she coordinated a party. I attended, brought my favourite playmate and so much fun ensued.

Over the evening there was four men and us two girls.

And, of course, I pleased her well.

I lapped at her pussy as she rode cock after cock. The above pic is of me eating her ass while she is riding her fave guy.

Big D was there. He likes to sit and watch us get cream-filled before he takes his turn. He’s loves sloppy seconds. Thirds…. I’m pretty sure it was him who kept saying, “Switch” every few minutes as her and I were face to face on the bed. Kissing, laughing and loving every minute of these men spoiling us.

Slutty? For sure. But I’m kind of blessed to have a good group of guys who don’t treat me like a whore. They make me feel beautiful and sexy as they take their turns on me. And my girlfriend is such a fun and sexy goddess. I’m sure we will have more tales to tell in the future for sure!

Relationships (AKA Who I’m Fucking ) Update

Okay, so I am still dating Forest Gump. Also dating a cop (that looks like Mario from Donkey Kong). Had a date with the grocery store meat guy (I want the best cuts of meat LOL) but turns out he doesn’t eat pussy. So that’s a no. I’ve seen Big D. The orgy? I’ll write an entirely different post about that one.

The only person I have not seen in a long time? Is the one I want the most.

Forest Gump – He’s completely daft. He has already told me I am the perfect woman for him. I told him that is not true. I made it clear, again, he does not know me well enough to say that. He buys me odd but thoughtful gifts. Looms and wool so I can make toques. A Nintendo backpack. I don’t like video games but this is actually kind of a cool pack. He wants me to meet his family. He unloaded all that on the third date. It was date two when he said he loved me LMAO.

He does fuck like a champion. He’s eager to please me in any way I want. He gives foot rubs. He eats pussy, well. Nice cock even if it’s average. But he is also open to anything I suggest.

Also, a Mormon. He has this sex vs sin thing that affects him. Sometimes it is hot and other times not so much.

Mario (cop, so maybe Super Mario) – He likes to hike. He took me to a nude river. He’s kind. Even if I don’t feel like fucking he will drive the hour to see me anyway. He took me garage saling (a passion of mine) and I found amazing things.

He’s an eager lover. Wants to please. Average cock. Seriously open minded. There are some things I want to explore with him. However, I have yet to feel passion. That could be my fault for not really expressing what I need when I am with him. I’m bad for that.

We did hangout together recently where we spent our first night together in the same bed. He doesn’t snore and he doesn’t try to over-cuddle. Bonus points for that!

Big D – I don’t see him as much as I’d like but I do still see him. See the post titled Big D if you want the details LOL

Still I miss my favourite guy. He’s been busy and sick and whatever else excuse. I never gave him a nickname like the others. I hear from him every once in a while. Like once a week maybe a text. And see him every two weeks or sometimes three. A far cry from every day and night like last Spring. He tells me why he can’t or doesn’t see me. I am choosing to believe what he shares with me. I want to be compassionate. But I miss him.

The sex? He gets me off every time we get sexy. He’ll do whatever. He joins me on playdates. He is so open to everything. Great cock. Waking up to him, either his bed or mine, is my favourite.

What I crave from him though? I want to hear him sing to me. I want him to play obscure albums for me while we cook epic, healthy food together. I want to fall asleep on his couch as we watch classic movies on VHS.

So that is the update. Who I’m fucking and who I am not. Of course it doesn’t include the one-off’s. They’ll each get a story when I am up to writing more.

Spooning At It’s Finest

I’ve always wanted to involve food in my play.

Last night when my main playmate asked me if I wanted dessert? I told him yes. Did he have ice cream? Of course he did because he loves sweet things.

Neapolitan. Kind of boring and I teased him. “You could have thrown a little difference in there with green. Be Spumoni in a Neapolitan world LOL Neapolitan is where every form of boring ice cream collides.”

He asked sincerely how he could make it better.

I told him I have never had ice cream eaten off me and have always wanted to do food play.

He grabbed a bowl n spoon n towel.

He put the towel on the couch. I laid back as he spread my thighs. At first he just dripped a bit of ice cream all around my thighs. I told him it was cold and he licked it all off warming me up.

It was then he began to drip it onto my clit and lick. Suddenly more ice cream was on the spoon and he rubbed it up and down my lips as I squirmed from the Brrr.

I thought it was fun and sexy. I never thought there could be more.

However, he suddenly had this giant spoon full of ice cream. He spread my pussy wide as he could and put the spoon in. Then he lapped up everything that dripped out while he used the spoon to fuck and stretch me.

It was a lot of ice cream. He licked and tongued everywhere that cream dripped. All while spoon fucking me.

I started moaning and squirming. And for the first time in a long time? I was suddenly squirting all over his face.

We decided Neapolitan plus Shaunda? Is called Cumoni.

Double Stuffed

WARNING: This post contains XXX pics and verbiage. Please only read it if you like this kind of smut reading LOL

I’ve never been shy to say I like to be filled up.

While many partners have told me they have no idea how my tiny box can take such a stuffing? It can. There is a week of the month that my precious pussy will take anything you want it to. I can never be full enough. My body is trying to get pregnant, even though I am fixed, and suddenly I need to get fucked hard and filled up. It’s nature.

Mr. Corvette caught me on one those days tonight. He fucked me just fine but he could tell I needed something more.


His cock is awesome and super satisfying. He knows how to use it for sure. But he could just tell. And he asked. “What can I do to make sure you are getting all you want tonight?”

I told him I needed more than just his dick.

At first I suggested fingers, as many as he could get in. Then I told him he should shove his cock in and wrap fingers around it to jerk off in me. When none of it was enough? He asked if he could shove a toy in with it.

Double stuffed.

We grabbed my largest toy and did it with both. I have never done that before.


I was so full. I started to cum immediately. My toy is very big so we needed a bit of extra lube. He got it in me so well. He came and kept fucking me until we both came again. He told me he thinks I am so hot when I am cumming.

And then he was gone again LOL I will see him in the next couple days for another round. It’s so hot when he comes by to visit me. And he promised to bring me a new bigger toy. I’m spoiled 🙂

Big D

I have a soft spot for Big D. I met him through my main playmate. He’s been involved in a few groups activities I have been at. He’s usually the centre of attention for the ladies LOL He’s BIG. But he is more than his cock.

He’s the kind of filthy dirty all women crave but none are willing to admit. I’m number four on his roster of gals. He has his main playmate. And his baby gurl. And other’s I don’t know…  but I live closest so I get to see him more often.


What I like most is the deviant nature of him. He knows where to find my hidden key which means he can sneak into my place at any time in the night.

I’m often roused from slumber by him standing beside me. He’s pulled back my blanket and pushed up my nightshirt and I see him gazing at my cotton panties or my bare pussy lips. He’s rock hard and he pushes up against my thigh.

I moan and try to turn away but he pulls me back on to my back and shushes me. “It’s okay, baby. We won’t tell anyone about this.”

He climbs on my bed and kneels between my thighs and rubs that throbbing log of wood on my pussy lips. Suddenly I realize it was his tongue that woke me because I am soaking wet.

I whimper a bit as he leans forward and whispers, “It will only hurt for a second….  ” And he enters me.

It does hurt. Only until it doesn’t. As I relax? My body can take it and suddenly I am pushing against him for more.

But he loves when I am out of the comfort zone. So he turns me over and pulls me on to my knees. Then his fingers are in my juicy cunt as he searches out my asshole with his tongue. And I squirm.

He’s so tall and over powering. He’s built like a brick. He can pin my arms with one hand as he pushes his other hand into my pussy and his tongue delves further into a place I don’t allow anyone.

And when I think I can’t experience anything more pleasurable? He flips me over. He leans deep and thrusts that giant cock so far into me I can barely breath.

As I catch my breath he is kissing my neck and telling me what a good girl I am. He asks me to tell him about all the dicks I have had in me since he saw me last. As I tell him? He thrusts harder. I cry out with some pain but he keeps going, reminding me I am good slut and that he enjoys my slutty little pussy. As I tell him what a good little slut I will be for him? He fills my pussy.

Grunting and thrusting he groans and I can feel the pulsing of him finishing inside me.

There is something special about how Big D leaves me spent and fulfilled.

Riddle Me This

Here’s a simple riddle:

Three guys message “what are you up to?” (there has been one date with each, two put on the moves already and the third was the least attractive so a bt shy, none have been slept with)

All three get the same reply, “I’m loving the rain is cooling off my place so I can get some things done around my home and maybe do some baking later. But I need to get to the store first so I’m getting ready for that.”

Guy 1: So no time to have a quick fuck?

Guy 2: Maybe we should ‘cuddle’ to a movie instead.

Guy 3: OKay, I know you’re busy. But you shouldn’t have to walk or take a bus in the rain. I have some time today so I could give you a ride. That would give us time to just hang out. But no pressure.

Which guy will get the pleasure of my company today?

I know what I am known for. I’m the Princess of Sluts. Queen of Debauchery. Right?

In truth? I go round about with sex. So it’s not surprising that one friend replied with a quirky, tongue-in-cheek reply.

“Well #3 is the only one who put your needs into his response, so he seems like the best choice. But knowing you, you’ll pick #1, kick him out in time for #2 to watch a movie, and tell #3 that you could use the ride tomorrow. ”

I’m laughing because he is so honest. Also he knows me much better than I realized. And he did tell me, after, it was tongue n cheek. But I also see the reality of how I am seen.

I replied to him with the honest answer of the riddle.

You do know me. Too well, apparently. LOL

BUT,  I’m trying to make changes in my life. So I chose another path today.

I told #1 to go fuck himself. I told #2 he should try harder.

And #3? Well, he’s gonna drive me to errands and expect nothing. But I’m working on the cookies before he picks me up so I can give him treats and I plan to give him a kiss goodbye.

If, during our outing, he makes me laugh and smile? I plan to ask him up to hang out and look at music online to see if that is a fit for us. Because I know he won’t pressure me for more.”

That is the truth. I’m not going to stop being who I am but I am going to have times as I am growing that I try on ‘self respect’ as a thing I might like.

1, 2, 3, 4…. I Declare A CockWar

Have I taken a lot of dick lately? Hell, I took a lot of dick yesterday.

Mr. Corvette came over super early AM. He crawled into bed and slid inside me. He fell asleep still inside me and we slept for a couple hours like that.

Then came the guy I went to the nude beach with (the guy from Blanket Boy) and he brought a friend who was just visiting the island. Apparently I am a tourist attraction LOL

Lastly, was a guy I have seen a few times. He has a nice thick cock and tries to make sure I get off (not always successful).

Those are just yesterday’s escapades.

One thing I can say is I have a few cocks in my command at the moment. I suck them..



Which is unusual for me. I haven’t really been into that in a long while. Seems I am more curious these days. I especially like when I get one from the front and one from behind.

both ends

Still my favourite is when they pull out and drench me in cum. If you’ve ever read Bukkake Dreams (a previous post) you would know I am getting my dreams to cum true!



Ah, wishes do come true. I’m a spoiled rotten little cum slut whose boys actually care about her. And I use ‘Cock Wars’ loosely because none of my boys are jealous. I’m just a very lucky lady these days.

Can We Go Taboo Here?

WARNING: XXX/taboo talk

There’s a kid I used to babysit. His dad and my dad? Besties back in the day. We’ve referred to each other as brother and sister for years.

We live a country apart so we have not made it real.

But we exchange pics. We talk openly, sexually how we would love to get together.

So what is the fantasy for me? It’s the brother/sister thing. Disgusting, right? But if it’s just a faux brother what’s the harm?

And? I have a guy that comes around. I put pony tails in my hair and he sneaks in my room (I leave my door open). I’m suddenly 12 years old and he does everything to me, gently, in my sleep.

I love how he whispers in my ear not to tell anyone. That he loves touching me and wants it to be our secret.

Are you disgusted yet?

I screwed a 73 yr old. He called out his daughters name while I called him daddy.

I love taboo talk. So off the rails.

Dear Morning Wood

WARNING: XXX verbiage

You already know I love your morning wood.

Today? I only have imagination….

I love it when we have fallen asleep together. I roll over in the night and end up touching myself in my sleep. Then I wake up to you. Your eyes open and you instinctively reach for me.

I enjoy your morning touch.

I crave the way you put me into any position you want me. Spread my legs and hold me down. Roll me over and take me from behind. Sometimes eating me from either direction.

Your tongue on me in me in the morning? You must love the taste of me. Your tongue makes me feel beauty.

When you open me up with your fingers? I gasp a bit because I know you are going to give me exactly what I want. You are willing and wanting to do anything I say.

I can’t believe the way I gasp and moan under your touch.

When you enter me? I feel so excited to pleasure you. However you want to take me I am thrilled to oblige you.

And when you cum? I know it’s for me.

I love your morning wood.