I make it a practice to avoid hard drugs. And that’s pretty easy around here. I don’t associate with drug users. I haven’t met any one who has tempted me. Easy.
Tonight I had a date with a guy who I have been chatting with online for a while now. He drove across the island to meet me. We both knew ahead of time that sex was on the table.
He provided the wine. And some weed, which is cool. And he had an array of pills on him (first clue this would be a one time thing, if anything)
I jokingly said, “If you’re planning to roofie me it’s not necessary, I’m a sure thing tonight, Cosby.” LOL
Turns out it wasn’t roofies. It was his pal Molly. Yep, pure MDMA. (that now explained his excessive groping as I tried to have a conversation). Would I like to try?
When has Shaunda said no to a first? I asked for a half of one.
So that happened. I think all it really did for me was make sex with a stranger super fucking hot. I mean, he was cute and we laughed a lot before getting into anything. I really think it was Molly that made the experience feel more out of this world.
Truthfully? He was younger than I was and very cute. He did drive from across the island to see me. He brought wine. And weed! I did not need Molly.
My first (and let me be clear ONLY AND LAST) time with Molly was fun. West Isle boy made sure I was safe. Lots of water but not too much. Of course, we were fucking, not ‘raving.
West isle boy? Well after the Molly kicked in? We made out a lot. He loved to touch and feel all my fleshy spots. I love that. And haven’t had anyone just grab at me in a while.
He was all up on me, kissing and just trying to touch and squeeze me everywhere.
We took it to the bed and suddenly I found? Even on Molly? He was a decent but not more than average lay. I mean, he’s gone already and I’m still rubbing up on couch cushions hoping they’ll come to life and do wicked things to me LOL
I had some orgasms. I loved everything that led up to them. I’m thinking what I learned is the constant craving I have for something more? It’s not that I want more of any drug. But that I want more out of a lover.
Oh, and have I mentioned? I am still wide fucking awake. UGH… gotta try and sleep but this damn Molly. She won’t let me sleep. Just awake and horny as fuck. Another lovely side effect.
Never again.